overwhelm

the list of friends I've been meaning to text, but can’t summon the energy to 

the list of friends I’ve been meaning to check in 

the horrid closet organization I told myself I would take care of 

the yellowing state of my plants

I need to buy toothpaste again

I need to ask my aunt for a Costo trip again

I need to Teams chat my manager again 

I need to review my next weekend’s google calendar again 

When’s the concert date? When’s Mother’s day?

When’s my trip? 

When’s my lunch? 

Have I had enough caffeine? Have I had enough thoughts? When’s my break again? 

I need to rest again 

I need to remember myself again

the state of existing

the being alive